go on, go get it

nothing much happening this week. it seems that a lot of plans i started out having in the beginning of the year has not come to much fruition. i should reflect on this and seriously begin to act on some of it. the possibility of not committing to buying a house or having a dog is......the commitment itself. it freaks me out. moreover not having someone to partner with me to own it together, to face the ups and downs of it is scarily lonely. 


i've been talking so much and looking forward to having all these, i must get down to it. who am i trying to proof myself to anyway? let this be done, because it is the right time and i'm blessed with the resources to do it. what makes joy and happiness complete if you depend another person to gain it? let it be borne from your own passion to achieve it, to attain it and to reap the harvest which is ready to be sown.